BEST DREAM EVER!

I get on this website www.justmommies.com and am on the forum on there and theres a board called TTC #1 and I've been on there for over 2 years now... well about a year and a half into being on that board there were some of my friends that would have a dream that they got a bfp! and then end up getting a BFP that cycle!!! I never had a bfp dream I would only dream about already having a baby... but NEVER a bfp dream! UNTIL NOW! :) it was a CRAZY dream to say the least but man it sure as heck was a BFP dream!!! :) so I took a test and didnt look at it... then the next day I took another test and saw two lines and was like "meh its prob. just a evap..." and someone was there with me and they said "ummm then this other one is too!" I was thinking WHAT?!?! and looked at both of them and sure enough they were both BFP's!!!! so then I took a digi and it said pregnant!!! I couldn't believe it! so I was getting ready to tell Mark about it, and then my dream changed to us being at some sort of water park that we did water rafting and raced (yeah it was really weird lol ) so we were racing down the river and I finally got to the end and was lost... couldn't find anyone and was just looking around and then I spotted Mark! I yelled for him and he stopped and looked up and found me. then I caught up to him and was asking him when he finished and he said I finished in June! (lmao I have NO idea how I got that in my dream) and apparently I didn't finish until July! lol and he also said that he finished in 4th place! lol so then he looks at me and he was all sorts of mad, and said do you have something you want to tell me? all demanding! lol and I said "well I was just getting ready to tell you! :P I was on my way to go get the hat and tests but I guess you already know!" ( I got this cute crocheted hat its a frog because Mark loves frogs... and I had planned on that being in his "surprise your going to be a daddy package" lol so thats what I was referring too! ;) ) and then I woke up! lol I was BLISSFULLY happy! :) I told Mark as soon as I woke up! we both laughed at how CRAZY the dream was! but it was still by far the best dream I have had so far! :)

in cycle news... according to FF I'm 19 DPO... but I suspect I'm really only 13 DPO... or haven't even Oed yet... but we shall see! ttfn! :)

ANOTHER BFN! :(

so yesterday I was telling friends that I would test today if my temp went up or stayed the same... well it went up... so true to my word, I tested! BFN! :( I was laying in bed after I took my temp knowing it had gone up and I started to get soooooooooooooooo excited thinking of how I was going to tell Mark, and thinking that I would probably be too excited to do anything cute and just wake him up screaming! lol but it was all for nothing... I feel like what more does my body want from me? we BDed at the PERFECT time... I just don't know what to do anymore... I'm stumped! now I really just wish the witch would show her face so I can get on with the next cycle... :x