Another cycle, another BUST!

just like the tittle says Another cycle another BUST!! so this is my birthday month... and its going to suck because Mark and I were both sick on O day... :( so no bding for us! so Im just ready for the dumb Witch to show her face so I can MOVE on to the next cycle!

in other news... Im pretty happy lately... Im not sure why... but I just feel good! I feel like everything is going well other then not being pregnant! and I have to be HAPPY about it! :) I shouldnt and dont want to take my happy life for granted... Im trying to turn a new stone over in my life and just go with the flow... there is nothing more I can do to get pregnant right now... so Im just going to enjoy my surroundings! and be happy! Im not feeling angry, or upset anymore... and to be honest its FREEING to feel like this! its no ones fault that I cant get pregnant and they can! Im HAPPY that they dont have to deal with all the ups and downs that I go through daily... Im sick of being the one that is ALWAYS complaining about not being pregnant and Im sure everyone around me is sick to DEATH of hearing it! so Im DONE being Debbie DOWNER! it is what it is! thats what I find myself saying a lot lately! so there! lol and thats all folks for now! :)