tests, STRESS, and DEPRESSION!

so Friday we did a SA (semen analysis)! I have to wait for 3 days for the results... but I'm assuming that wouldn't be until wed. tomorrow... and I've been sooooooo stressed out about the results that I'm depressed... :( I don't want to talk to anyone I didn't even want to get on the internet I just wanted to stay curled up in a ball and do nothing... what stresses me out is that either way the results are I'm going to be crushed... if Marks sperm is ok then that means I'M STILL BROKEN AND NO ONE CAN FIGURE IT OUT! if its a low count or anything else then how good are our chances of getting pregnant without MA?!?!? so no matter what its not good news! but it would be better to know if we even have a chance... if his sperm count is not up to par we can try to make it better! and go from there... but if its not his fault where does that leave us? back at square ONE! I just wish I could find a doctor that WANTED to figure me out... that would do EVERYTHING they could to figure it out! but I don't think I'm going to find a doctor like that out there... and that's depressing... so I guess I just wait and hold my breath for what happens next... I will keep you updated when we get the results! TTFN!