sorry it took so long for me to get in here and post... but Im here now!
so my appointment was as to be expected! my doctor decided that the best thing for me was to take a break from TTC! because of my endo pain she felt my body needed a break! and I agreed with her... I was heart broken to know that I was not going to be ttc anymore... or at least for awhile! but I felt like it was the best thing for me... I wanted to focus on loosing weight and getting healthy! so I slowly started talking myself into being okay with the break! and I truly was okay! I started taking BCP's (birth control pills!) that night and put ANYTHING and EVERYTHING baby or TTC related AWAY!!! I just couldnt stand looking at that stuff! well ... yesterday I decided to test JUST IN CASE!!! I just kept getting this feeling to test... and I kept telling myself to KNOCK it off!!! lol but then finally yesterday I listened to myself and tested! so I took the test and Mark and I jumped in the shower... when we got out I looked at the test and said "OMGOSH!!!!" and Mark said "what its a BFN?" and I looked at him and said "NO theres 2 LINES!!!"
and showed him the test! we were both completely and utterly SHOCKED!!! so I did a digital Clear Blue test and while I was waiting for the results I was shaking and crying and just in AWE! Mark thought I was upset and that was why I was crying... and he said "its ok... BREATH Honey!!!" lol I reassured him I was fine! just SHOCKED! and then the test results were in!!! the word "pregnant" was lit up on the screen of the test!
so there you have it! the most BEAUTIFUL word that you can see while TTC!!! we are completely SHOCKED! nervous and happy!!! :)
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